wednesday...confusion?!

i'm so confused on whether or not to transfer courses...!
Either to
~*communication technology or digital media design?!*~
actually, i have totally forgotten about this! but today mdm judy asked me about my mum calling over asking about this course!and complain that this course is useless! But it ended up as a misundersatnding, as one of the teachers heard wrongly or don't understand what my mum was trying to say! so now i'm back to my nightmare again! whether to transfer or not! oh my god....give me a break! seriously, i'm not so sure myself either! i hate to leave my news friends here...! and miss out all the fun! i'm happy here as i will be always laughing and enjoying myself, even if i'm not in a good mood...i'll changed to a better atitude as there's nothin there to make me unhappy! other then not undersatnding what the teacher's teaching...and goin crazy over it! i'm quite touched that the others(ite friends) actually cared for me...and not wanting me to leave! so touched! lisa was like joking that she would teach me if i didn't understanding and trying to give me a serious look( but i ended up laughin ) and saranya too!joking and repeatly saying "don't transfer lar and you better don't transfer" haha...and so on! i'm so so so so so CONFUSED now! what am i supposed to do now? oh wait...maybe i should just relax and consider paitently!and thn decide where i wanna go...
ya..that's a great idea...but until then..i'll just throw everything behind me..and wait and enjoy the coming week holiday! wahahaha! oh shit, the deadline is on friday! shit..how? .......to be continued!