....pEppEr byE 4eVa...

fang called tis morin...

tellin me tat randell's hamsters r both female...

...tat onli means 1 thin!

we wld hv 2 exchange!as he wanted a pair...

once i heard tat, e 1st thin was silent...as ther was nthin 4 me 2 say at all!

nw i had 2 exchange my pepper wif his unknown hamster...

i reallie hate 2 say tis but...

i lky peppEr alot...too much 2 let it go nw!

tat's y i told fang nt 2 give it 2 me in e 1st place...!

if she wanted 2..she shldnt hv took it back...

~unnoticely...i'm cryin!unstoppable!~

i'm nt blamin anibodi but myself...!4 bein so emotioner!

thought i told fang tat my dad liked pepper

which was true but i guess i m e

1 hu actually cldnt bear leavin pepper...!

but a deal is a deal in e 1 place...i was onli hlpin 2 look after IT tat's all!

so i guess after church if i m free..i'll try 2 accompany fang

2 pass it 2 randell!seriously i dun wan 2...

lettin her leave me is alrdy a toture but seein her goO...

is baldin a hole in my heart...

i reallie cant stp cryin..

knew tat fang felt guilty as she claim tat she'll give me a pair of newborn...

but i refused immediately...

pretendin i was fined..i still tried sayin tat i mayb will rare a gerbil...

e mor i say e mor i sounded weird......!

dun wan fang 2 worrie n feel guilty

so i didnt wan her 2 hear my voice animore so we stp our phone conversion...

starrin at pepper...mak me even mor upset!

walk back 2 my room...startin 2 tear

cant hlp it...nor can i stp...

n finally it stp...

decided 2 use e com...n nw here i m

writin wat hv happen juz nw...

e mor i write...e mor i can accept e fact tat pepper was leavin me!

but i cant stp frm tearin...

ha ha ha...hw useless am i?!

TOTALLY!

so unlucky...

juz changed pepper onto a bigger place yesterday nite...

n nw he had 2 leave me...

lookin hw happi pepper was...

diggin holes under e sawdust...

searchin 4 food...

runnin ard..

explorin e new enviroment...

......

bye pepper!hope randell reallie will tak gd care of u!

bye...