shOe gAnna stOleN!!!fUck!

...i losE my adIdaS shOe!

aCtUally, i shldnt call it losE bUt "STOLEN!"

seriously..

i dunno which idiot stole moi adidas shoe...!

either he's a sick-oO or he's plain poor...!at first i thought it was chinhui hu was playin a prank...(hw i hope it's her...hu is jokin wif me!)but...moi shoe is reallie gone 4eva...!oh god...!moi NEW shoe less thn a yr old(even less thn half a yr) ganna kidnap...i noe i shldnt hv left it ther...so it's partly my fault but still....i cant face e fact tat my shoe is gone 2 thin air..!gone...!

called my parents informin thm...incase thy ask abt my shoe...

my dad gave me a "is it my problem" voice...

n my mum..she gave me tat kind of attitude tati was so darn stupid tat i left it ther...at e door way...!

...helloO!mostly, nobody wld actually bother at all..!althought i noe ther's such immature kids out ther hu do tat...but i didnt noe tat thy wld b tat darin as 2 did tat wif e doors open..

OH GOD...!so i borrowed frm chinhui a pair of slipper...still feelin upset...nt facin e facts tat it was gone...4 gd!nt ever cumin back...i resist my tears..

(B4 I called my parents...!)chinhui n fang tried 2 cheer me up...creatin jokes...but it b came worst...as my eyes b came watery n i automaticly started 2 cry~seriously...i didnt noe i wld cry over such small thins..at all!but mayb it was e fear of bein lecture by my parents or sisters!NO!it was feelin guitly wastin money...!wastin my parents money!!!

it cldnt b afraid...as i was afraid of nthin but...XXXXX...(secret!)
...on e way walkin 2wards e station, fang tried 2 cheer me up..although, she dunno hw 2...but i appreciate it!lky tokin 2 me..cheerin me up while walkin...n called me up accompanyin me)

*but still e mor she mention abt it..e mor i feel so upset...!i'm resistin my tears ver ver hard...nt 2 mak chinhui feel guilty or etc...(mayb i thin top much...!i juz gt a feelin tat she will...but hope she wldnt!as it aint her fault at all...!)juz hope i m wrong...tat she dun feel guilty abt tis matter...
althought it's a waste of money but...i thin i'm gona buy a NEW pair of shoe...adidas shoe!i'll try savin...!e way i tried 2 cheer myself up..."sweet tok"wIshEs* hOpE sUm1 wld bEst mE a pAir of adIdAs shOes...!

e sAme styLe!nt in e mOod 2 chIt chAt in mSn....sO if anibOdi dUnno...

nw u noe..!*silly thInkin*~hOpe tat guy/ger wld b honest enough 2 return it!or feel ver ver ver ver ver guilty n return it...!either ways...i dun mind!...wat am i thinkin...i'm juz lyin 2 myself...if u ask me am i alrite...!n if i replied i'm fine...!i'll b lyin...straight 2 ur face...!i cant b honest 2 chinhui, afraid she'll feel guilty!neither can i expression myself 2 fang...makin her worry!e onli way...2 keep it 2 myself...!seriously...i regret wearin tat shoe 2day...!all e blame shld b on ME!i was lazy...so i wore adidas..as converseis hard 2 wear on...mor troublesum!if i noe tis wld happen..i wld hv wore tat no matter wat...!such a fool i m...!*cryIn...~*God...pls hlp me stp my tears frm droppin out frm my eyes...let me feel nthin...nt even sadness throught me...!i wish i'll remain e same..lky nthin happen b4...if time cld go back..hw i wish i hadnt wore tat(adidas)but wore tis(converse) instead...!i noe life is full of such thins...but i greedy ask...y must tis happen 2 me..?!knowin tat it's a unexpected incident...but still i'm NOT overwhelm at all...by such accident..!oh god...!i really am so bloody angry wif tat bastard hu stole my shoe...which actually cost me 120!!!~`*$120.00*`~