thiinkin...!& apologiises'

lies...
i hv heardd tat wrdd manii timess'
soundd so familiarr...
ofcoursee..
as i hv liedd b4...
hu dunn...
i alwayss sayy i hatee ppl huu liedd...
as sumtimees e personn i hatee e mostt is myselff...
hvinn 2 liee...
overr certaiin purposess...
mayyb i dunn realliee tt hate ppl huu liedd..

i'm afterr all humann..
hu wldd lkyy ppl 2 liee 2 euu..
especiially ppl hu euu trustt liedd 2 euu..!

nobodii lkyy tt feeliin...
noonee'

i realliee disslkyy e mee...
hu usedd 2 liee...
overr thinn whichh isntt truee..
yupiee...
i'm tokkiin abtt myy storyy...
althoughtt, it aintt importantt...
norr it hurtt aniibodii..
butt still..i hv tt feeliin...
tt feeliin whichh i hatee alott...
tt is regrett!!!

lasst timee...
i wass a grtt actorr..
pretendiin stuff...
whnn ppl liee..pretendiin cum alonng'
a liee groww...
slowwly frmm onee to doublee...
n it multipyy...!

i onlii regrretted tellin a liee tt nww i aintt afraidd 2 sayy...
tt abtt a guyy namedd jackk...
ppl thoughtt he wass my speciial sumonee...
whichh honestly, he isntt!
afraiid to tell thmm tt he wasntt...
afraidd of beiin laughh at..
beiin laughh tt noonee wld wann sumonee lkyy mee...
i startted beiin afraidd...
afraiid beinn embrasse, n so onn'
i begann beiin afraiid...
tt if ppl foundd outt...
thnn i'll b laughh at...
so e onlii onee liee mulitpyy...
n mulitpy...to counttless'
n e liee wass startted beiin toldd to my gdd friienz...
namedd...
sophiia...!
sori..!!!sophiia...forr lyiin to u...!
i'm suchh a fakerr...!
hoppe u will acceptt my apologiisee..!

haiz...!(lettin out a breath of guilty...n breathiin a neww begiin, wifoutt guilty!at all!)
=) i feell muchh betterr!
ppl mayy thiinkk tt i'm tt kind of gerr huu saee wadeverr i feels...
thn u r ritee...
as i hatee beiin "e pastt"
n hate hurtiin ppl i treasuree..!
it's complicatted...'

forr me...
nww i'mm alwayss tryiin myy verr bestt to findd "mee!"
e reall mee..!
tryyin ntt to hurtt anii onee...
i noe it aintt easyy..butt i wldntt givee up tt easy!
jiia youu!!!(tokkiin to myyself!)