complicatedd life...

manii thiins happenedd...

joyy...
happiiness...
hatres...
funnii...
jokess...

butt i ratherr pretendd i noee nthiin at all...
or juss ignoree...
tat's wad i prefectt doiin..
betterr thn gettiin into morr troublee..
butt sumtiimes...
i realliie hate norr cant standd .... on certaiin thiins'
whiich i realliie dun wannaa tokk abt...

i boughtt wiinniie e poohh e Ee-all le...
it's goldd in colourr'
hehehs...
whiich actually was claudiia hu boughht it forr me..
at bukiit panjangg plazaa..
shopped which isabel wrkedd beforr...
miinii toon...
thankks claudiia...!
n evenn boughtt dinnerr forr me..
i'm suchh a piig...
i ate a total of 2 packetts of chiicken riices...!
claudiia onli ate less thn half..
so it's countedd as i ate ...roundiin of...2 packetts'
e hall is clearred alrdyy...
tidyiin it up...
makiin it neaterr...
forr isabel's friienz are cumiin overr...
mosttly is bcuzz forr ourselvess...
claudiia is goiin out soon..
hviin her supperr wif herr friienz..
at bp plaza..
macdonald's....

ii wan myy lifee to b filled wif wonders...
miracless..
n most importantlyy is....
happiness!
nthiin is mor important thn tat...
i wan my family to b bless byy god...my jesus
hvin wad thy nd n wan...
hviin nthiin to worryy at all..
tat's jus my maiin n verr importantt wishh!'

ii finallyy realised...

i wanna b strongg...

to b able to look abovee...

stariin at e starrs...

nt feeliin afraiid nt guiilty...

as i hv jesus..

byy my sidee...

he's alwayys therr..

protecttin me..

keepiin me awayy frm dangerr...

keepin me happi..

makiin me e wayy i am ..

i reallie wanna thankss hiim!

creatiin me in tis famiily..

although..

we mayy quarrell

butt still i'm glardd i am here..

i noe i am wrongg to feel leftt out sumtiimes..

or feeliin lkyy a jinxx..

butt i still luv my familyy alotss'

i cantt stp cryiin..

it aiint e sadness......

i had..

but it's a joy i hv..

in tis blessedd familly!