weddnesdayy.. happii andd restless..

iits looks lky it's gona rain soon..

just gt hm frm yishun...

i luv e timetable on tuesday, wednesday and friday..

waahhas..

as...

eitherr e hr wld b verr liitle or we gt to go hm earlyy..

so...

i'm off frm sch at 12pm..

so happii..while sch start at 8.30..haahs

so happi..

hahas..

but still i wld b hm quite late or just nice..hahas'

nw it's lky 5plus..

hehee..

whn to e comics shop named tian de....sumtiin sumthinn..

hahas..

i luv saranya so muchh..!

she found e shop tat once fang includin myself wer tryin to find..

and...

-_-" ashole..

it was so close to e mrt station..

AND fang's hm..

shit man..

haahs..

aniwayy..

i'm verr happii..

as i boughtt e comic i wantedd..

*tat was bandd by s'pore..lame

although, iit's onlii one..

but i luv iit..

hahas..

tml..i'm gona buyy morr..

wahahs..

afterr tat..

saranya, lisa includiin myself went over to fang's place..

lookedd at herr hamsterrs..blah blah..

lisa andd saranya left soon laterr..

ii triied to accompanyy fangg..

whiich we endedd up searchhiin forr e POSB bankk..

hahas..

we walkedd a whole roundd..

andd waiitedd forr "quiite" a longg tiime..

hahhas..

tiimes pass~

wantedd to hurryy cum hm..

to do e laudryy..

but fangg triied to stp mee..

wan miie to accompannyy herr..

whiich i refusedd..

as ii hv bn goiin hm late forr suchh alongg tiime le.

although..myy parentss dun miind..

but ii'm kiind of feeliin verr tiiredd..

restless..

*i'm thiinkiin of buyiin a DVD playerr..

justt hope tat someone wld bless mee one..

=p

sorryy to straiight alrdyy..

hahas..

but tiis iis e wayy ii am..

*thinkiin*

hviin tat kiindd of rashhes..

whiichh i wldd onlii hv iif i bn to a verr diirtyy place

orr iif ii hv touchh aniithiin verr diirtyy..

siince e dayy beforr yesterdayy andd todayy..

e dayy beforr yesterdayy ones wass diisappearriin..

but appeariin "new" wantss..

weiirdd mann..

ii thinkk i noe e reasonn..

maybb iit's bcuz of fangg's hamsterr or etc..

as whnn i was iin herr hse..

ii gt tat feeliin... tat makks me feel lkyy scratchiin'

but aniiwayy...

iit doesntt matterr..

as alittle rashhess wldntt hurtt..

wanna buyy alott of comiics..

but "moneyy" iis e problemm..

e "me" iin e pastt..

whiich nobodii wld everr botherr..

dress wadeverr..

lookks normall..

home clothess..

iit aiint tat ii dun wanna buyy prettyy clothee..

it's justt tat...dun wanna waste moneyy..

neiitherr do ii wanna use myy parentss moneyy..

so tat's y..

i startedd buyiin myy clothess afterr i foundd a job..

madde myy own moneyy..

feel morr secure..

as nobodii wldd makk anii commentss..

on aniithiingg ii boughtt..

orr hv aniithiingg to sayy..

as iit's myy "own" moneyy..

neitherr wldd i botherr abt thm tiis tiime..

i mayy soundd strangee or weiird..

but ii'm justt lkky tiis..

evenn iif iit was myy own saviin..

whiich was frm myy parentts..

ii wldd still feel verr ...

"gulityy"

tuesdayy 28th june 2005..
myy dad drove miie to schh..

as usuallyy..

andd saw lisa andd saranya..

justt lkyy e dayy beforr..

waiitedd forr thm..

andd walkedd togetherr...

towardds e sch..

carteen..

waddeverr waddeverr..

blah blah blah..

sch liife..

almostt e same..

wentt overr to chinhuii hse riite afterr i left e bus stp..

whiich i accompanyy fangg to takk..

we chiit chatted on boardd e bus..

ii gueess, we werr e loudestt..

hahahs..

nw tat i thinkk abtt iit..

i feel quiite embrass..

hahas..

we werr laughiin andd tokiin..

verr loudlyy..

n we almostt tookk a turnn backk to schh..

hahas..

see larr..tokk tokk tokk..

hahahs..

e laughh was startedd antt a

....

"tree"

haahs..

gt a call frmm chiinhui riite afterr i partedd wiif fangg.

she askedd wherr am ii nw..

statiin tat it was alrdyy almostt 5..

andd wherr am ii..

hahas..hurry tookk a traiin..

andd reachh her hse iin 40miins tiime..

hahas..

etc etc etc..

small details..

therr werr laughterr..

smiless..

tokks..

mummbliin...

clown faces..

hahas..

andd so on..