unsure..

saturdae afternoon..
alone..
poor pathetic me..
=p u wish..whaahs'
burnin stuff again..
as i hv unfinish task..
hahas..
na..it's jus i haven burn meifang's inuyasha yet..
as damn busy lately..
after burnin all those stuff..
gotta study for mondae's exam..
arghh!it's mr cham's paper..
jus kill me..
"serious"
...arghh'
4 mor disc and i am done..
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feel kind of ...
hw do i express tis feelin..
mayb ther aint anithin to express it but urself..
it's jus tat if i actually look ard..
ppl are changin..
either mor mature or imature..
but atleast thy changed..
but look at me..
i am still me..
unchanged..
it may b a gd thin..
but i wish to change.."for e beta. ofcourse"
mayb tis feelin is kind of lky..
...hmm hmm..
-left out..-
sumhw lky tat..
...
i dunno'
mayb nt..mayb yes..
hu noes..
-
sumtimes i wonder..
is tis world perfect?
i wld definelty answer.."no"
nthin is perfect!

and if u wer to ask me..
wad is e most hurtin thin on tis earth..
and i wld reply knowledge!
as after tat is common sense..
and followed by "feelin"
if we dunno knowledge..feelin wldnt b known..
aint i rite..
wad's wrong wif me..hahas'
jus ignor me..

aniway..
i gt a game which i noe chinhui wld luv it..
called sonic...
wanna play..jus double click on e wrd sonic above..
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to me..
i am selfish..
if i wer ever had a choice to decide..
to die befor my love ones..
or after thm..
i wld prefer befor..
i dun wanna feel e pain of losin sumone precious..
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i am a ver complicated person...
i cant mak my mind to decide on certain thins..
but if it was others' ques. suprisingly i wld noe e ans..
mayb coz my life is dependin on others..
dun wish to worry thm..
or trouble thm..
i reallie wish to b a real "true" me..
but it wldnt happen if i am dependin on my parents' on a livin..
how do i know?
hahas..as whn i was wrkin'
everythin was all by me..
paid by me..
i gt e freedom i wanted..
whn wld tat dae cum again..
*wonderin~!