everlastin love.*

my passion in vcds are back..
and i rmbr, why was i tat crazy abt vcds in e 1st place..
romance..laughter..
e wrd, "feelin!"
i cant realli explain..
but onli me myself cld actually noe wad exact is goin on'
tat feelin..
maks me realise tat i am alive
tat was e main purpose of me buyin vcds'
same goes to my cds.."my music" and comics...
tat pure "real" feelin,
i'm nt sure if u wld understand..
but i reallie hope all e ppl i noe, will noe'
as i wanna share tis special feelin!
=) hard to explain..*

they wasnt aint lesson todae..
it was a holidae for all ite students and teachers'
actually was supposed to go for a swim..
but hu noes..
cancelled..
bored..
but lisa and saranya turn up at my place..
ard 10plus'
lisa went to e suna and for a dip in e pool...
while saranya and me jus started tokin..
ahhas..

...my sisters' friend is currently livin over in ourr hse'
i feel sorry for her..
hearin her story..
but i aint pityin her..
as i dun wish to pity anione..
as i wld b a sign of disrespect'
her story?^
her mum beat her up..
even knowin tat she was prengent'
her mum wld do weird action to her..
and she wld b ver unreasonable at times..
although,
her daughter gt prengent befor even gtin marry..
or wifout her mum's consent..
but which human bein doesnt mak mistaks..
she brk up wif her guy wifout knowin tat she was carryin her baby'
knowin tat she was carryin his flesh and blood..
she told him..and to think he jus act normal..
and didnt even care..."heartless"
so she's currently livin in my sister's room..
and she lent me her comics..
which appears to hv sum..
hm hmm hmm..in ther'
unlky my comics..
although, my comics is m18 and much mor ...XXXXX
but atleast mine is wif a story..
aniway..i dun reallie care
jus reallie hope tat isabel's frien wld b able to overcum everythin'
and same goes to isabel..
as she herself is oso stressin..
she feels bad for her, but oso stress tat she wld gt destracted'
as isabel normal isnt hm..
she wld b cumin hm late'
frm both sch, hmwrks and wrk..
but nw she gt to head straight hm..
inorder to let her frien in e hse..
*her frien kept on msgin her askin wher's her location..
is nt lky isabel mind is jus tat..
she's oso hvin a hard time of her own..
payin her own bills..
her hp bills..sch fees..
allowance..etc etc'
it's nt lky i dun understand her stituation'
^isabel is hvin quite a hard time nw..

jus yestedae,
my greatmother called..
surprise..seriously'
as she dun normally wld call..
unless she wan my dad to fix tis or tat'
i dun feel tat much of hatre to her,
compared to e past..
as she's much beta nw..
in e past?!
she dun care a damn abt us..
onli those daughter-in-law hu gifs birth to a son..
or if we wer males..
but sorry..sad to sae, i am happi tat i was borth to b a ger!
although i always wish to hv a bro..
but..too bad..
oh ya..my cousin, maureen(tay) added mi in friendster..
....guess it was yesterdae ba'
as i hardly go in to friendster,
unless i am damn sickerin bored..
hahas..
which i was yesterdae..
as i almost disture all my friends' online..
ahahs..














michellerachel.*
my passion'*
is a gift frm god..
my everythin is a grt creation by him..
hu luvs me no matter wad..
givin us e best'
he gifs me courage and strength..
and jesus, i am urs..
in christ i nw stand!
"so perfect is ur love!"
-heavenly lord-