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Thursday, March 31, 2005

sChoOl LiFe...


sChoOl LiFe...

aS Usually,
nOrmAL sChoOl liFe! atteNdin leSsOns...!
n tOday, fANg did nT attEnd sCh aS she's tirEd!
sO i'm wiF LiSa, jAImE n sArAnYa...oH yA,
nT 2 4gt erNest tAn!!!
i waS veR tirEd...tryiN mY beSt 2 keEp mysElf aWakE...
bUt enD uP...haLf asLp! haha...n tiS "erNest Tan"!!!
1stly...he irrates mi bY hiS singiN aGain!
haha...i dUn minD...aS it'S a jOkE!n kiNd of Used 2 it...haPpen b4 in sEc sChoOl!
thN he wrOte mY nAme iN e frOnt...waT's tat cAlleD???nO ideA!sUmthin lky a sCreEn...tat e tEacHer uSes 2 lEt uS seE e stUff thY waNna lEt us seE in hiS laPtOp! ...anIwAy, hE uSes e tEaCher cOm whiLe he wAsnt lOokin n wrotE wat.."michraCh iS sLpin"! soO pAisAh..i didNt notiCe untIL i heArd hiM laUghin...n hU sAy i'M e 1 hU bUlliEd him! haha...

aFtEr e teSt, wE hAd! wE leFt hEadin 4 e gYm...thN etC!

wEnt 2 e sChOol's gYm...!
~in mY mind..thinkin"verI tirEd!"bUt b cUz i prOmiSe 2 gO 2 gym wiF liSa n jAime soO...haiZ gOooo loR~
bUt i didnt rEgret...hV fUn aS
iNstEad oF eXerCisin...i wAs kiNd of ...hMhm!fOolin arD...haha!
i did e riTe deCisiOn oF stAyin baCk inStead of gOin baCk hm!
aLthOugh, i'm sOooo daRn tirEd bUt stiLL...haha! feEl mUch mor enErgtiC!
hEhe...

bUt soO so tirEd...
i cANt b a VampIrE onE dAy...haha! jOkin'!

n wAt's wrOng wif mI bLogsPot YeSterdAy!
cLdnT gEt in...i mEan siGn in!n etC...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

mIssEd e dAys in sEcondarY & prI sChoOl

whEn i was on e waY baCk hOme, takin a Lrt as usUally!
(fRm schoOl cUm faNg's plaCe!)
i saW sUm rEgenT seC stUdeNt...! hW i misSed e tImes...nO worriEs!alWays enJoyin LifE...! aLthOugh, wE r pLayfUl duRin clAsS bUt stiLl wE alwAys sCored hiGh maRks...! i lUv e oLd tImes...(haha!"old times"!)

haIzZ~
bUt nw!...sErioUsly, i cant cAtch uP!in tiS cOurSe...!
i'm trYin 2...! wAt eLse cAn i dOo...stUdy harD n PraY hard, tAt's aLL!!!

*~*prAyin verI hArd!!!*~*

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

sKip leSson...

i'm 2 tired 2 aCtuaLly borEr 2 mOve, bUt i haD 2 atteNd sChoOl...
sO i triEd my beSt 2 wOk3 uP tiS mOrniN...
foRcin mYseLf 2 e toiLet wif my eyE harDly oPen...
soO lam3.....huh? i nOe! hahA...so i jUz infOrmEd my pAreNts tat i Was 2 tirEd 2 gOoooo 2 sChoOl so (haha...thY juZ saY "oK!") i jUz jUmp baCk 2 mY sOfty bEd...wOhoO! n oOh gOd...sHit!!!!!
4gEt 2 infOrm "fAngfang"!!! sOooo i qUickLy tUrn oVer n faCe my tabLe stAnd...if tAt's waT thY calLed it...hehEzZZZ! rEaChin 4 my haNdphOne wiF mY EyeS r cLoseD...i'm sUpEr!haha...! shE anSwEred e phOne...n i infoRm hEr tat i wAsn't gOin...shE waS oSo thiNkin e sAm3 thing! hi5! haha...! anIwaY...i hV juS waKe uP, stiLl feElin sOoo rEstLesS!!! hEheZzzz!

smSin jaiMe n erNest, askin thM 2 hLp infOrm "mr chAm" or "mDm jUdy" e reAsOn y i didNt attEnd cLassEs n incLudin fAngfaNg!
hahA...toKin abT tIs juZ reMemBerEd mi tat wat erneSt hV saiD...in e sMs
"mUst mEntiOn mi!"n wat "giVe mE sUm pUbliCity!" ...haha! caNt stAnd hiM!, though he wAs jokin bUt stIll cANt hLp writiN it dWn... laUghEd whN he saId tat...haha!SOooo...ernESt tAn?! happI wiF waT i hV wrOtE? haha...aniwAy, i wAs juZ jokin!Lol...!

aniWay, sEriOusLy sPeakIn...
i'm realliE ver bLessEd tat i madE so manI wondErfUll friEnz!wiF fuNni pErsonaLity! ppl lky

fangfang~though she's blUr but she's a frieNdly n fuNni friEnz 2 hV! she's a vEr eaSy-gOin perSon n hV maNi intErestin hOBbies, etC!she's oSo strAight in e wAy she toks bUt mEan nO hUrt at all...

jaimE~she's sErioUs in sChoOl but crAz at nitEz..haha!jokin!she's hlpfuL n paiteNt whn she's tEachin mi n fangfAng on thins wE r unsUre of...etC!n nt 2 4gt oso a ver fuNni perSonaLity..!

liSa~shE's oSo anOthEr fUnni gEr...lUv spOrts n same lkY jAimE, shE's paiTent wif uS whiLe tEachin' , luV jokin abT mr chAm...haha!etC...

sAranYa~sAme fUnni agAin, lUv saYin e wrD "chinWawA" all e times(whiCh sumtimEs i thin it'S fUnni)...haha!n maKin fUnnI faCes...etC!

erNeSt~anothEr fUnni wan...haha!alwAys bulliEd by mE n fAngfanG!haha...n oSo kiNd of pAiteNt whn teAchin mi n fang agAin! haha...! he's a gUy hU luV singIn' in cLasS...(whiCh irrAtEs mi, sUmtiMeS!)n diStUrin othErs! bUt he's a greAt friEnz...!2 hV

and sOooo oN...2 maNi!i'm gOna faiNt alRdy...
thin it's EnoUgh...tOo lOng! if i cOntinUE writiN, i'll lky b witiN aN essAy!haha...
`*~'*END!*'~*`

Monday, March 28, 2005

Life is sUch wEird thingS...

i'm baCk frm schoOl, nt lOng agOooo....
i'm sOooo tirEd!!!lky a liVin dEad...haha!

aniway...
atlaSt i'm baCk frm sCh, bUt stiLl i cant sLp....!
haiz~ Life is sUch weird thingS...

yestErday...was e day, my great grandmothEr corpse waS bUrned 2 aShes...
e placed lOoks modErn but wat 4...!whn e corpse was official burnEd...
4 e 1st time, i saW my grandmothEr...brOke 2 teArs!n i was spEehLesS...
as 4 tis feW dayS, she was lky...noRmaL! bUt untiL tat day...she Let her truE feElins oUt! mani cRied...but sErioUsly, sum wEr pretEndin, whiCh i thiN it's sO Fake-Oo...! sEriOusLy, i'm upSet bUt e moR upSet i feLt...e mOr i cant expRess oUt...(sOooo wEird!)

n i felT kindOf gUilty....
tat i didNt tUrn up on e laSt day of her fuNernaL...
i shLd hv juZ igNore my anger...n weNt oVer!!! it'S nO uSe regRettin nW!

Oh ya.......
toKin abT tat day, i remembEred tat it waS a freNkin nitEzZ!!!
i was bUrnin e inUyashA vOl6 to 8...n i stp as i was Usin e com...chit chattin throUgh mSn! thn whN i waS wif erNest...i hEard tat freNkin nOise...~e drAggin' of funiture...~ and e sOund of e wiNdcharm...(whn almOst all e windoWs r cLoseD...!) omg...! i was lky kind of sCared...n tis bLoOdy erNest kePt on jOkin sayin mayb e nEighbOurs foUnd a bOdy...etc! shit hIm!!! bUt thaNkfuLly, he was inLine...kEepin mi aCcompany!uNtiL paSt 3 in e mOrnin...if i rememBered corrEctly...

2dAyzZ...
it was a boriN day...nthin 2 doO...!!!!!
Learnin nEw stUff, gttin neW bOoks...etc!
bEin irratted by bOth fangfang n ernest!haha...jokin onli!

aniWay,
i'm stiLl sOo soO happI tat i boUght my nEw worLd orDer's bAg n t-Shirt!
n pErsOnaL ger's sTuff whiCh i m sOooo happi wif....wakakakA!
wOw...wow!
e bag coSt mi...$39.90!!
n e t-shiRt cOst...19.90!!!
etc...!unknOwn...hehe~
wahahaha...sOooooooo happi!!!

Saturday, March 26, 2005

nt my day....tis past few days r my worst day ever!

it's suCh a borin day "again"...
i thought tat i cld go off 2 far east n buy my "BAG" which i wanted...
but i still hv 2 attend e funernal(i dun mind) as i thought tat i cld lky go 2 far east 1st thn over 2 e funernal but hu cld hv suspect tat it wld actually RAIN!!!
wat luck....(althought, haha i dun b'live in 1)

soO...i suppose, my holiday is juz 2 attend funernal...hlpin out wif e food...servin drinks n etc!wat a holiday...it wasnt supposed 2 turn out lky tis at all...

i am still kind of fustrated over yesterday's incident...
(feel lky strangler tat ass-hole)


n most of all is i miss e chance 2 chat wif chinhui, hu is at japan hvin a holiday!!!
so shit...! (yeSterdAy...!!!chattin throught msn..)

seriously, i dun wish 2 turn up 4 e funernal...especially, nt wantin 2 see sum of those relative hu pretend 2 actualy care...
so lame!pls...dun let mi vomit!


i hv gone throught all tis kind of stituation mani times...n can tell hu is pretendin n hu's nt...so cut e crap!n all tat fako tears...

frIday statmEnt....

i'm sOo happi...
mEt chinhUi thrOught mSn...!
at 1st...haha!i didn't realli3 beli3Ve tat it wAs her,
as i hEard meifang n anNie tat alAn sumtImes uses hEr acCount 2 gOo in..
soO i kEpt on aSkin untiL, she deCided 2 let mi sEe her throUght e webCam...haha!n i aCtuaLly sCream...haha...soO sUrpriSe!!!
Hahaha...chinhui was lky smilin whn she rEad wat i type...haha!
i waSnt myself..haha!as i dUnno n didNt noe wat 2 say...haha!juz shoCked tat'S aLl...
=P

i didn't tUrn up 4 e fUnErnaL 2day....
as i didNt feEl lky gOin...fake-Oo reLatiVe...i meant sUm..i gUesS!
haiz~ aniway....tml is e laSt day!sOo...eVeryOne mUst tUrn up...
wat can i actUaLly say...?
i'm nEither upSet nor happi...
noPe....i'm juz happi 4 her, tat's she is freE frm trOubles n worriE...
although, she isnt a christian but i reallie hope she's alrite...free frm everythin in tis world...am i selfiSh...?

*~ her death will always be remembered ~*
gOd bLesS...!!!

wat can i say....fuck!bloody shit....

1stly...i aint hvin a gd day at all....!2day, no yesterday!(afew mins agoO)
as guess wat...my parents quarrelled! n nt onli tat, my bloody relative hv 2 butt in!
all b cause of my soap....! (ya, it's all my fault...happi?)
actually my parents wasnt intendin 2 quarrel at all but my so-called uncle hv 2 lky open his bloody fuckin mouth...
arR... juz shut up!!! i'm alrdy givin him face as nt 2 say anythin at all...
i was lky askin mi sis wher was e soap tat i bought juz nw...n my mom hlp mi ask ard n etc!...n my uncle asked his wife(mi auntie) did u tak their soap...n finally said next time dun tak ppl's thin...n guess wat?!my dad heard it n scolded my mum infront of everybody...he's such an idiot...he had juz mak every1 in our family lose our face...COMPLETELY! i hate it whn my parents quarrelled!!!(even over such silly stuff!n mostly it's b cause of wat others' said!)n we 3 sisters took a bus 2 cementi mrt n a cab hm...leavin every1 ther n ignorin my parents...we were all so embrass!

2 wat i noe...
i'm always 2 blame!!!(happi?)

*~*END!*~*

Friday, March 25, 2005

my reStless day...

it's suCh a tiring day...

later, i still hv 2 visit my great grandmother's funernal....located near west coast...

yesterday...i was dead beat, hv 2 served e guest drinks, peanuts n so on....
whn my cousin hu was younger tat mi asked mi whether i wanted 2 visit her..."in her coffin"...i give her a ver unsuRe face...n said must i?but finally, i did visit her...i was kind of spooky...though she's related 2 mi...still seein a dead body wasnt a niCe thin 2 loOk at...

i wanted 4 my 2 sisters 2 arrive n my other cousins, maureen n maggie...we chit chatted 4 a while!we even sat infront of wher e coffin was placed...omg!
but i wasnt scare at all as she's my great grandmom after all....

we came hm pretty late...but still thankz 2 my unCle...he drove us hm...
he tried hvin a conversion wif all 3 of us, sisters...
e funni thin is neither of us sisters told him wher we stayed as he seem lky he knew so we all kept quiet...haha!n he stp at a condo at bukit batok...haha!we(sisters) laughed loudly n freely..!haha...he still say tat we ver steadly nv told him wher we lived..haha!n thn e conversion continUe....!

although, i'm nt tat close wif my cousins or related family but still tis relationship will do juz niCe...i guesS!

ard 12 plus(today), meifang called ovEr n infor mi tat chinhui is goin 2 b online in japan at 12 to 1 2day afternoon...haha!instead of 2day nitezZ..haha!so 4gt it..we both mistook her sms...haha!aniway, heard tat she went 2 japan's disney land...soO enVy her...wahahaha!heard tat she bought stuff 4 us....luV her so muCh...

n nt 2 4gt..i hv 2 attend 2 her funernal again later...
~ to b continued!!! ~

Thursday, March 24, 2005

wat hv i done wrong?is bein honest wrong at all?

wat hv i done wrong? is bein honest wrong?
i juz cant stand it animore...y friendship must b such troublesum things...
frienz sumtimes cant b trusted...my mum told mi tat!
i always nv wanna b'live tat as i thought tat ther will b sum frienz which i cld trust...am i wrong?

i had a misundersatndin wif meifang...
which actually was a small matter...but i thin i blew it...as she was jokin ard abt me!(nt e 1st time)usually, i'll juz ignore it or tak it as a joke...but surpriesinly i didnt...i cldnt tak it dwn...n left e conversion wif her n yokeleng(in msn)
but b4 i left i told her tat ther was a limit 2 jokes...!so did i reallie did sumthin bad...?
n y did she ended up angry?i shld b e 1!i hv always bn controllin my temper but sumtimes i will accidently let it out...makin e thins worst...
aniway...althought, i said wat i felt still mayb i shldnt hv bn tat straight 2wards her...after all we r frienz!and always kiddin ard...foOlin ard!haiz~4gt it...!mayb i'll try 2 tok 2 her after wards...althought, i hv done nthin wrong...i shld atleast explain it 2 her...i gUesS!

*~*ther's a limit 2 everyone's temper or etc!*~*

n over here...
i juz wanna say tat if i'm too straight 2wards any1 in a mean way...pls tell mi!
(as i hate hurtin others which i treasure...!)

n i apologise 2 those hu i hv bn straight 2ward 2...
sorrie!(frienz)
(n i reallie hate regrettin abt stuff...!)


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

wat can i say...tis feelin'

today...
ther's nthin special!went out over 2 ernest's hse thn 2 meifang's place!
i went over 2 ernest's place wif fangfang...n haha!as usually fang was late!leavin mi 2 wait again...!kind of used 2 it...we met ernest at ang mo kio mrt...n took a bus over ...thn walk!it's quite far frm e bus stp but still atleast we gt 2 see 3 dogs!which 1 of thm was kind of HUGE!!!n i mean realli huge..ok?! haha...
at 1st we started 2 play wif his dogs...but soon we went over 2 a room which is air-conditioner, fang was lky watchin ...hm hm! "pokemon!" n ernest usin e com! n i was left 2 daze...starin ard! thn atlast, fangfang mention tat she was HUNGRY...haha!so she ate a bowl of noodles n she mention 1 thin tat i cldnt hlp stp laughin... "if i next time,if ther's a next time...cld u give me a pair of chopsticks whn i'm eatin"haha...cant stand her!
aniway...thins happened, which i dun wanna mention...(as i thought tat it wasnt important...)
etc.......!
went over 2 meifang's place...
annie was alrdy ther!watch vcds n chit chatted...
until it was kind of late...haha!n annie hv fallen a slp! n meifang was lky tryin 2 wake her up, disturin her by usin her hp ringtones...!until i was lky kinda tired so i suggest 2 annie 2 go back hm 2gether...!
mani thins happi...unhappi or etc!
but i rather let myself b happi n nv b remembered of unhappi n upsettin stuff..!haha...but mostly i often gt stress up by friendship or unimportant thins...

farewelL...2 chinhui!unexpected NEWs...

yesterday's details...
JAPAN!...wow!
chinhui will b goin over 2 nite!4 a holiday...
i reallie envy her...2 b able 2 go 2 such places...!
but b4 she goes over ther, we'll b accompanyin her...
we spend time over at her place...hehe~ watchin inuyasha vol7!!! after tat we decided 2 go over 2 meifang's place next...as we were bored n had nthin 2 do, so we went 2 her place...watch tv...used 2 internet..etc!n i will nv 4gt tat "meifang n chinhui" used my msn 2 foOl mi frienz...haha!aniway, we spend alot of times 2gether...playin!n whn it's abt time 4 chinhui 2 prepare her stuff...so we left meifang's place...went hm!
n nthin special happen...tat's wat i thought!

until whn my parents raech hm in e middle of e nite... informin us(my sisters n myself) tat our great grandmother is ver sick ine hospital...n mayb wldnt b able 2 mak it untl tml mornin' .....wat can i say?i'm both sad n happi...!sad as after all she's my great grandmother n happi is bcum she wldnt hv 2 suffer animore...n b free!tat mayb a selfish wishin but isn't it true?.....if i were her i wld hv long let go of tis world...


~*life is short, so treasure wat u hv nw!*~

Monday, March 21, 2005

memories of life...

wow...yahoO!
i'm so happi...ther's a whole wk off 4 lky ALL ite students...
so it's a paradise 4 mi...and nt onli tat, but my parents r lky goin 2 b out of e country 4 lky a wk or two !!!woho...
~*My parents r goin out of e country*~
but seriously, i hope thy will enjoy thmselve!!!
*prayin 2 god 4 their safety!!!n hope thy will enjoy thmselve!!!*
2day, i had a great time together wif meifang,chinhui and annie!(AGAIN!haha...as usually!!)
1st,we went 4 a swim wifout chinhui...as she hv sum busy 2 attend to...
thn...after swimin, we decided 4 a sauna n after, jump back 2 e pool...n man it feels great!haha...
whn we hv taken our shower, we all bcame restless...
although, we wanted ver much 2 slp but still we wer goin 2 meet chinhui, over at her place...regardless of how tired we was we managed 2 hv sum fun playin wif e digital cam n watchin lilo & stitch(which i borrowed frm annie)...at e same time eatin sum snacks!haha...
by e time we know it, it was alrdy turnin 7 or 8,i guess!
so we hurry took e lrt n met up in her place...haha!watchin inuyasha!!!wakakaka...!i luv tis show...
i was thinkin of buyin e original vcds, instead of burnin it!but still i guess i hv 2 reconsider as honestly, i'm broke!haha..so i'm thinkin of findin a job...
aniway, after goin over 2 chinhui's place...we went 2 annie's place!haha...meifang was 2 tired 4 anymore enterainment, n she went back hm!so ther's onli left mi,annie n chinhui!we wer suppose 2 go back 2 chinhui's place but every1 was dead beat so we went back 2 our own nest..haha!but i'm ver happi tat i went 2 annie's hse as ....wahahaha!i borrowed inuyasha vol6 to 8 frm her...n another vcds!acted by S.H.E...dunno wat is it...watever it is..i had e time on my life...
hmm...thinkin of goin over 2 chinhui'c place tml, b4 she left 4 japan!i reallie envy her...!
tat's all 4 2day...i'm so tired..i'm restless!so gd nitezZ...
*~*i treasure everythin in life, tat i enjoy n let thn b my comparion in life...*~*

Sunday, March 20, 2005

another boring day...

ther's nthin special 2day...
juz attended church service as usually!
bought mani stuff at carrfour, haha!n mostly r biscuits n chocolates...etc!

i'm so happi as 2day is my last day...

All ite students will b hvin a wks holiday...
wahahaha...so happi!

And i hv decided 2 watch a movie,tak a swim,shop 4 tml...and on wed, i'll b goin 2 ernest's hse wif jaime n fangfang!haha so happi too..atlast i can go over 2 his hse 2 see his 3 dogs! and nt 2 4gt...sophia's b'day is juz ard e corner...
hv decided wat 2 buy 4 her alrdy...haha!juz hope she luvs it...
it's a boring day...hehe!partly was oso tat i was plain lazy nor did i wanted to go out...there's nothing to do at home!i hv read n seen all my vcds and comics...etc!And so I spend most of my time in msn, chatting boringly or just surf the net looking for something interesting...or anything that interests me!
when i was chatting during msn, something came to my mind...
who am i?
then i thought back...i'm michelle rachel chng kai ling and i'm just who i am!that's all!but later i think about it again...
i wasnt answering the question...
am i really just me?do i really know myself?am i really how i think i am?am i nice?am i someone people can trust?etc?but haha...i just answered myself...let me be who i wanna be now...and worry about the future later!haha...as i'm still young and i shouldnt stress myself too much!and just LIVE LIFE!
p/s:i never lky being stress nor being stress by others but still i often stress myself...!
~*unnoticely, it's the next day!(instead of 19th march it's the 20th already)another perfect and full of surprises awaits day...i hope and pray!*~

Friday, March 18, 2005

...my leg hurts!but still i enjoyed myself!!!

i enjoyed myself..
both in sch n out of sch...
but honestly, i enjoyed myself MORE out of sch...wif all my close friendz in my secondary sch...lky chinhui, meifang and annie! we had our fill...n i mean it! we ate ice-cream which costs us lky 3 plus each,almost 4...(n seriously it was too fillin tat every1 felt lky hm hm vommitin' serious!) explorin...lookin 4 thins 2 buy,and haha! goin crazy over e neo-print takin...hehe!n 2day takin was lky so-so but still we hv mani more time in e future 2 tak 2gether again n again, over n over again!wahahahaha...
we spend our time eatin...shoppin...tokin...playin...foolin ard...n especially " enjoyin myself!" i really enjoy goin out wif ppl i trust n noe...we r so close in friendship...even i'm so surprise, hw we gt 2gether tat way...! i'm juz thankful tat we r friends...so united! i dun hv ani worries nt stress whn i'm wif thm...even whn we hv our misunderstand...still everythin will cum 2 light!n we will b even closer as ever!...omg!i'm so darn tired..both in mind n in LEGS frm walkin n walkin e whole day since after sch...~end!~


tis is one of e photos we hv took 2day... Posted by Hello

Thursday, March 17, 2005

wat a day...

wat a day...! feel so tired lately...n shit..hvin cramps! aniway...hate it whn quarrel occurs! hate seein ppl i noe quarrel, as it gives mi a creepy or uncomfort feelin! i'll stp here nw...feelin so...! 4gt it...

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

wednesday...confusion?!

i'm so confused on whether or not to transfer courses...!
Either to
~*communication technology or digital media design?!*~
actually, i have totally forgotten about this! but today mdm judy asked me about my mum calling over asking about this course!and complain that this course is useless! But it ended up as a misundersatnding, as one of the teachers heard wrongly or don't understand what my mum was trying to say! so now i'm back to my nightmare again! whether to transfer or not! oh my god....give me a break! seriously, i'm not so sure myself either! i hate to leave my news friends here...! and miss out all the fun! i'm happy here as i will be always laughing and enjoying myself, even if i'm not in a good mood...i'll changed to a better atitude as there's nothin there to make me unhappy! other then not undersatnding what the teacher's teaching...and goin crazy over it! i'm quite touched that the others(ite friends) actually cared for me...and not wanting me to leave! so touched! lisa was like joking that she would teach me if i didn't understanding and trying to give me a serious look( but i ended up laughin ) and saranya too!joking and repeatly saying "don't transfer lar and you better don't transfer" haha...and so on! i'm so so so so so CONFUSED now! what am i supposed to do now? oh wait...maybe i should just relax and consider paitently!and thn decide where i wanna go...
ya..that's a great idea...but until then..i'll just throw everything behind me..and wait and enjoy the coming week holiday! wahahaha! oh shit, the deadline is on friday! shit..how? .......to be continued!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

test, transfer, quarrel...wat else?!

it's such a borin day...
nthin 2 do...tat's wat i thought at 1st but nt until...
lisa told mi tat ther's a math test 2day!!!
n shit...worst of all i hv 4gotten 2 brin my calculator!thanks god, steph lent mi..
if nt i'll b died!but still....e test was kind of hard!as haha i didnt noe hw 2 do!
i'm confused....on whether i wanna transfer course or nt...still consideratin'
but i'm in a midst as i hv made so mani frienz here in yishun...lky fangfang, lisa, jaime, saranya, steph, ernest, joyce, etc..mani mani more!hate 2 go...hopefully, i'll get e hang of communication technology!i'll PRAY veri hard!!!!!
oh ya...i'll juz wanna mak tis veri clear...i dislky ppl hu pretend 2 b ke lian!or play ppl's friendship...pls hw old r we nw!n i'm tokin abt a ger in my class!named christina!(YES, YOU!)
she's immature...LOVE lyin abt thins tat isnt true!,luv flirtin wif guys,pretends 2 b bullied by me n my freiz, fangfang!we cant stand her ANIMORE!juz give mi a brk!!!
1stly, wat's so gd abt lyin?...hvin every1's pity, dun u feel ashame or embrasse?
2ndly, we r nt kids animore...so GROW up!
3rdly, ppl lky u dun deserve 2 hv frienz or bein pity by others!
4th, pls SHUT e hell up!!!!!!!
thankz...i feel much better!haha...