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Sunday, July 03, 2005

daddyy's biirthdayy!

happii blessedd biithdayy daddyy!
lurbb ya..!
hahahs'
nd nt me to say..
i ended up nt attendin church todayy..
haiz..
it hv becum a habit..
hope tat it doesnt change anithin abt me..
as i luv god, no matter wadd..
even iif i didnt attend church..
my heart is still facin towards god..one and onli!
slept late last niite..
hahas..
busyy laziin ard..
and wentt over to isabel's room..
fixin e puzzle tat chinhui gave my sister, isabel..
hmm..on friday'
bits byy bits..
i completedd some partss..
wiif myy siister claudia..
whiich she stp half wayy watchiin...
....
"wwe"
orr iis it "wwf"
aniiwayy..hahas i'm nt interestted iin suchh thiings..
"animorr"
hahas..
surpriise ba..
tat i wldd b into suchh stuff..
hahas..
i dunno eiitherr..
aniwayy, tat was e pastt'
afterr whn i felt tiired..
decidedd to slp..
continue otherr day..=p
Zzz....
wokee up late..worr..
ardd 1 pluss or so..
brushh myy teeth..etc etc'
hahas..
thn watchh tv..
wadd else do u thinnk i'll do..
wahahs
laziin ardd..
wentt onliine..
lookk ardd..
etc etc..
blah blah blah..
hahas..
....
while i was watchiin fruiit baskett..
a anime..
listeniin to e storyy..
ii was remiinded abt chinhuii's fatherr..
andd thinkiin..
andd wonderiin..
iin myy miind..
tat hw cldd chiinhui takk iit..
andd she was still tryyiin her bestt to smille to me andd meiifanf..
whiich onlii bothh of us attendded..
e otherrs..
hv suchh lame execuse..
abtt wadd..
parentts dun allow..etc etc
fake-oO..
okk..iif thy sayy tat iit wldd b badd luckk..
but hello..!
iit's a friiend fatherr whom iis pass awayy..
u shldd atleastt b therr to comfortt herr..
at tat tiime..
ii was reallie verr angryy..
includiin meiifang..
we cld see whiich friiends are real..
i cldd see tat chinhuii criied beforr..
as duriin tat dayy herr eyes was verr redd..
andd we cld tell she hadnt slpt..
forr quiite alongg tiime..
...
lookiin at her,
seriiouslyy makk miiee wanna cryy!
she's suchh a grt friiend..
she diidnt evenn miind those friiend hu refuse to turnn up..
wadd a gerr..
andd nw..
all turn up well..
we became gdd friiends...
togetherr wiif meifangg!
hahas...
andd we wldnt let herr gett close to anii thiin calledd hurtt agaiin!
...
andd guess wadd..
whiile chattiin to stephh..
whom i noe frmm tampiness..
chattiin wiif herr..
andd foundd out tat her fatherr pass awayy nt longg ago..
...
whyy doess evertyybodii hv to suffer e paiin of losiin someone u luv..
forr tiis..
i wldd nv understandd..
foreverr..


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