immature frenk..

immature frenkzZ..

such a kid! ahahas'
let mie tell yeuu wad is called rude and childish..
ppl lkyy tiis personn is calledd ..."h o p e l e s s"!
waahahs
i'm gona mak him a super star in my blogg..
welcum to my world..wahahs
jaryllee@hotmail.com
to wad i noe..
he's name "junhao"
sch..yishun ite
he's a rude guy in sch..
someone named poyo was once in liv wif him..
ahahs..
shld i pity tat "junhao" or e other party.."poyo"
whahas..
1st..my friend, fang tried tokin to him..
he claim tat she was wrong and tat he's a female..
oOps..mayb he a gay!
hey dun laugh man..
mayb it's his personal secret..
oOps..i wrote it in my blogg..
just LIVE wif it man..
tis is wad happens whn u mak mie angry and hurt ppl ard mie..
u asshole..
hahas..
fang apologise to "her" but tat hu ever was rule..
and scolded her..
so i tried tokin to "her" or shld i say "him"..
(shh..!homosexual!wahahs..
poor thin..i "P I T Y" yeuu..)
tat hu ever was so-so..
thn "it" <- as aint sure if it's a female or male so let's call it a "it" as to mie, it's just a animal!=p
started bein rude..
"it" said hu is junhao..
i said a "friend" of mine..-tat's wad i thought'
thn "it" said hu am i..
i feel lky sayin..if u aint him, why u bother'
but i just said..i am me!
thn "it" said in a rude attitude..
why yeuu tokin to mie..
hello!!use ur brain..i alrdy said in e 1st conversion.."are u junhao?"
-or mayb u dun understand e wrd "english"
ohh..yeuu poorr asshole..
hahas..
yeuu deserve iit..
are u plain stupid..
whahas..oOps!i forgt wahhas..U ARE DUMB!
-nt feelin happy..tryin killin me..slap miie..!
thn i said i luv to..
why nt happy..?
tryin killin me..
whahas..
he had nthin to say..
or shld i say he type damn slow 2 reply me..
yet i thought i type so slow..
ahhas..
"poor thin"
thn i said..try blockin me..
i said..u was rude to my friend b4 huh..
bein rude..
thn tat
"it" send mie a fake virus..
which i alrdy hv..gt it frm sihui 2day
ahahs..he was embrasse as all he cld do was
said nthin..
just put a 1/3 virus..means he put half.."l-a-m-E!"
wahahs
lose face le huh..
haiz~
wad else can i say but.."haahs"
thn i said..
so childish..
thn i showed him a perfect smileys virus frm me!
whahas,,
he kept quiet and block me..-wad a weakliin wld doO!AHAHS
i won e battle..wahahs!

sundaee..

it's a borin sunday..
dint wentt 4 churchh..

all i did at hm was..
laze ardd..
readd my comiics..
did my stuff..
and etc..

yesterday,
went 2 attendd my granddmotherr's b'dayy..
it was okayye..
nthiin speciial abt iit..
iit was supposedd 2 b a happyy dayy..
whyy diid it hvv to turnn up lkyy tiis..
a fuckiin bloodyy dayyy..

aniwayy..
i cookedd spagettiic 2dayy..
so damn full..
wohoaa..
hahas..
ther aiint anitthiin speciial 2dayy..
so i'll b stoppiin here..

e food in my sch...ehh!

it's a totally normal day..

just as anyy other day..

everyday was just lky e same..

lesson started at 10am instead of 8plus..

hahas..beta'

so i cld slp longer..whaahas'

aniway..

nthin special happened..

onli for one matter..

tat is e food sold over at "mum's kitchen" taste ver weird today..

especially e vergetables..

all tasted lky detergine..

and i aint jokin..

at first i heard tat saranya was e 1st 2 actually taste e dishes..

she told lisa ther was sumthin wrong..

but lisa was lky unsure..

and i believe tat i was e 2nd person whom tasted it..

felt weird..

waitin for fang's reaction..

thn lisa and fang tried..

everybodi was lky..."eh"

and fang went spittin out e vegs...

i feel so disgustt..

aniway..we went over 2 e stall and tok e auntie..

she was lky "dun hv"

"dun anihw say" she was afraid!

noO..!ver afraid..

hey..if u thin ther is nthin wrong wif ur food

why r u in such a hurry to actually throw it away..

and exchangin our food for another..

e fact is ...she's guilty!

after mr judie came..

she ordered her lunch...

after brk..we asseble in class..

we asked her did she ate e food..

hw does it taste lky..

she too said tat it tasted weird..

and heard tat afew teachers' did e say e same thin..

see!i told u..

we didnt wanna talk abt e matter animor..

as we dun wanna b tat cruel and let e shop closed dwn..

haiz~

whn did we b came so "gd" all of a sudden..

haahs..

after we had eaten..

we went up to e 2nd level's toilet

and fang vomiited afew times..

and i felt ver "ehhre" in my tummer..

n felt lky vomittin..

so i tried forcin it out..

omg..

i feel so disgust..

and wanted to hv it all out at once..

but it was hard and pain..

and ver ver ver

"disgustin"

almost all of us left e food ther

n fang, me bought chicken rice to eat..

such a waste of money..

but i rather waste my money thn spoil my tummer..

dun yeu thin so..=)

went hm straight after sch..

didnt accompany fang to tak e other side of e busstop..

mayb i shld say tat i'm just lazy..

took 811 wif jaime..

tok tok and tok..

try switch on my hp..

god..ther was so much missed call..

-_-" sum was prank calls..

and e others was real..

tried callin sophia..

returnin her calls..

right after i hang up wif her..

"toOOO.."completely low batt..

arghh..!

hey..wad's wrong wif human..

whn i switch off my hp..

ther wld b a no. of ppl insearch 4 me..

but whn i just left it ther..

normally..ther wld b just some..

haiz..wad a world'

hahahs

my grandmother's b'day is on tis sat..

shld i say i'm forced to go..

even though we aint close wif her..

whoa..wonder hw it wld turn out on tat day..

thinkin tat i wld see until my "uncle" maks me sick..

he's damn fuck..

to wad i noe..

always actin big..and still dress in her 80s wad a grease..

let me go man..

wif his stubborn mind..

selfish thinkin..

hopeless fuckin mouth..

i hv no idea wad i wld say to him..

aniway..aint interested in him!!!

okayy..think happy thoughts!

whoaA..tml gt archery!YA..

but tis crystal aint cumin as she's gona meet her bf..

i wld continue writin another day..

so takkire..

wednesday..

i'm feelin much better..
my headache is no longer tat stressful thn b4..
my dad drove me to sch tis mornin..
and i guess i was aliitle bit distrated and blur..
as i set my alarm a hour late..
ahahs..
whn i arrive in class..
thk gdness..e lesson hadnt started yet..
ahhas..
i'm gona say tis again agaiin and again..
hahas..i luv wed's timetable..
whahas..
9.30 to 12.00 . . .
ahahs..
went over to fang's place to burn e anime..
named fullmetal alchemist..
burn all finish..
i realise somethin..
tat tis world aint wad i expected or knew..
as ppl and reality are so totally different frm my "mind"
i realise tat ther are mani different kind of ppl in tis world..
i thought human are all e same..
but i guess i was too na..eE
i shld learn to grow up..
and nt always hvin thins my way..

went hm..
took a bathe..
felt mor refresh..
used e com..
2 watch e anime..
thn i guess ard 6 to 7 plus..
my dad came hm..
so i used his laptop and access to e internet..
as my com in isabel's room cant access to e net..
somethin wrong wif wad..etc etc etc'

who are yeuu to "hurt" me..
yeuu are nt worthyy to myy trust at all..

my wish..

i wan a life..
a life wifout ani sorrow..
a freedom and a joyful life..
i wanna just lie on a field of grass..
doin nthin..but just dazin ard'
wif a cool windy weather..
nthin to worry..
n nthin to think abt..

hvin tat nice refreshin and touchin feelin..

bein able to enjoy such joy is such a wonderful thin'
bein alone..
noone to bother me...
just lyin ther on tat nice greeny grass..

but reality is so cruel..
as ther isnt such place in singapore..
mayb it cld b bcuz e place is small..
or others..
i dunno..
all i wanna do nw..
is to find a place..
onli i noe..
so whn i wanna b alone..
noone wld b able to find me..

sick..?uh huh..i think do'

aint feelin well today..
but here i am..
bloggin..
hahas..aniway i just ate 2 pills...
i shld b feelin well later..
i left frm sch..
headed hm..after my 1st half of my lesson..
i wasnt feelin well since tis mornin..
but still i pulled myself to sch..
as examz are just ard e corner..
i thought it was 3weeks away..
but just heard frm lisa it was 2weeks away'
for my index no.
wad a day..
i felt dizzy..but it didnt bother me..
i coughed alot tis mornin..and it affected my brain'
as each and every cough hurts my brain..
and my body started to burn up..
but i still kept my cool..
and includin i had a flu since yesterday nite..
wad a day huh..
gettin tis all in a day..
fangg was still at hm..hahas'
lazin ard..slpin ba'
thn for me..
i finally decided to go hm..
called up my parents to infor thm..
my dad asked if i cld go hm myself..
i was unsure..
as i was unstable..
so he came over to pick me up..
i waited for him, in e canteen
wif jaime and steph..
and to crystal,baozhn,her bf,meizhen and etc'
thn alone..
felt bored..so bought bread to feed e fish..
ya..i noe' i'm crazy..
wad can i do..hahas
dad came..
brought him lunch in my sch..
and headed hm.. still feelin ver dizzy..
my dad continue to work after sendin me back hm..
walk up e small stairs.. and into e lift..
straight away.. went to bed..
slept for awhile..felt burnin hot.. took a cold bathe..
but still i felt ver hot! so quit slpin..
and lie on e sofa.. watch anithin..
oh my god..!
nthin to watch..temp. gettin higher..
get a plastic bag and fill it wif lots of ices..and water'
hahas..
damn cold..
but stil feel tired and muscle ache..
i laz on tat chair for abt mor thn 1hour..
and ard 2hour passedd..my dad came hm..
just whn i finish eatin e fried rice i cooked..
i cant taste anithin at all..
arghh..hahas'
so here i am..
all over again..
repeatin my day..
p/s..claudia went campin..
it's her sch camp..

i dun wanna think too much on stuff tat aint important..
nor spent time on thins tat doesnt hv ani future at all..
unlky other ppl..
i'm much mor in e reality side..
i prefect nt lyin to myself..
and face e facts..

i hv perfectly great confidence in myself tat i wld do well..
in wadever i do..
as i am me..
and most importantly it's coz i hate and dislky "regretin"

my sunday..

went to church as usually..

in e mornin..

wakep up tat early but ended up attendin

...e 2nd service..

haiz~

hahas..atleast gt to eat brkfast..

it has bn quite awhile since i actually ate a proper meal..

ahhas..

shared wif my mum.

in her office in e church office..

hahs..

claudia and myself wanted to run away..

but shit..

ended up e same..

haahs..

saw sharon..she's expectin'

which i knew for quite awhile..

she told claudia she's gettin plum..

while i lost some weight..

i was quite unsure if she's actually noe wad's she tokin abt..

as infact, i ad some weight'

mayb she's comparin me frm e past ba..

thn tat's real..

hahas..

after church..

claudia bought her t-shirt and bk tat she wanted frm e church shop..

i saw a star shape necklaces..

which i really wan..

intendin to save money and buy it..

i wan it..i wan it..

haahs..

after church went over to west coast ther..

ate our lunch..

juina joined us..

ate so full..wohoa'

haahs..

went to look for my grandma..

wasnt in..went out wif my grand auntie..

so followed my dad to visit his friends' parent's funernal..

went over ther..

saw some familiar faces...

and we joke tat

i was "isabel"

while claudia is "michelle, me!"

and juina is "claudia" hahahs...

lame huh..

thn some believe..

some was clever enough..

whaahs..

ther's a friend, lady

said tat i was claudia's friend and juina and claudia

is e REAL sisters'

arghh..

haas..

thn she said i changed alot..

and tat i hv changed prettir..

wahahs..so happii

oh ya,

i remember tat linda wee asked if i rebond my hair..

-_-" tat was lky so long ago..

abt 9months and afew weeks..

pls..hw long was tat alrdy..

haahs..

after e funernal..

drove through a fish shop..

wanted to tak alook,

took a stp..

bought a packet of hamster's food

includin rabbit's food..

hahas..

juina was shocked by e frogs in e pet shop..

hehee..

etc etc etc..

blah blah blah..

oh ya..

i just rmbr..

on e friday..whn i was swimmin wif crystal and annie..

after swimmin.

took a shower..saw afew japanese/china ladys' nake..

arghh..

aniway..did i say tat befor..?

Aaa...cant rmber..heehe..

nw back hm..

lazin ard..

claudia and juina must b way aslp(hall)..hahas

my dad...same too ba' slpin in his room..

update on friday..

wad a tirin saturday..
woke up..
feelin still slpy..
but still i feel so funny and happy yesterday..
ahahs..
yesterday..
too mani thins happen tat made mie laughed to much..
hahas..
lky i guess it was durin lesson..
we(our frp of friends') normally...
wld go straight to e toilet..
n tok tok tok..
hahahs'
1st whn i went in..i was tokin loudly..
thn i came out frm e toilet..
and we all hear frm jaime tat she saw a guy on e 1st toilet..
and he looks lky he dun dare to cum in..
hahas..
we tried confirmin befor doin ani action..
i tried lookiin dwn frm below..
whahahs..
i can onli see his shoe..
which was facin e door..
i tried climbin frm e opposite toilet..
but too bad..it failed..
ahas..
fang and myself tried climbin up frm e washin sank ther..
but haahs..e toilet started to increase in gers..
1st..us
2nd..a grp of 2nd years' senior
3rd..a grp of communication gers, i guess it's frm class 1c...i think'
ahhas..
thn poor guy..he must hv felt ver embrass..ahahs
one of e gers..and e cleaner auntie...
hahs..followed my style..=p
looked dwn and tried seein if it actually was a gy or nt..
wow..e ger was damn darin man..
she just knock on e door and said in chinese...
"hello..if ther enough toilet paper?"
ahahs..lame lor...but ver funni!
haahs..
he had to face us..so he opened e door and acted blur..
"AAaa why r u here?..oOps wrong toilet.."
somethinlky tat..lame rite..
everybodi hu went in was lky tokin loudly..
wad a LAME execuse man..
hahaas..
after tat..ther's still another one..
after lesson..
jaime and myself went over to e canteen..
sat dwn..
took out e hamsters and play..
soon mani ppl gather ard..
all wer frm my class..
ahahs..
jian wei wanted to hold e hamsters..hahas
so did meditih..etc etc etc...
hahas..
it realiie looks lky illegal gatherin man..hahas
thn meditih say wad "becareful, gt policeman.."
i gt blur..and thought, wad gt e hamster gt to do wif thm..?
hahas..thn jian wei said tat..hahas
after all of thn left..
so i chatted wif her..
and decided to eat 1st..
as i didnt noe crystal or annie wld wanna eat..hahas
oOps..forgt to infor..
i pulled annie in to archery alrdy..
ahahahs..
annie was oso kind of interested..
haahs..wad abt learnin lky "kagome"
ahahs..
-_-"and tis annie ar..
haiz~so accidently fall on my hm hm..
and everybodi started laughin..
aniway,
i'm kind of happy..
i alrdy noe hw to straw up e bow..whahas'
ahahs..thks to steph'
and i had afew lucky shots..
i shots afew on e yellow spots...whahas'
which was either on e middle or beside it..
hhehes..
-_-" but jaime tricked mie..
she said if i cld hv 2 arrows on e yellow spot..
wad treat drinks and food..
arghh..and whn i shot e arrow e second time on e yellow spot..
she said "yaaA..mich treat us eat meal.."
Aarghh..bluff miie'
haahs..
aniway...e guy hu is e senior and teachin e archery was cool and friendly..
till my friend here, crystal cant pull her eyes off him..
thn i told her..
hello..frm e 1st lesson of archery i alrdy noe tat..whahas'
and ther's oso another guy hu's lky him..
hehehs..
okaye..we left at 3.40plus..
took a drink..
and straight back hm..
thy took their stuff and came over to my place..
went swimmin..
we laughed and tok and gossip..hahas
too much fun..
we kept on laughin e whole day alrdy..
...
for today's update..
i'll update later'
but mostly, i'm gona pack up my room and revise on my studies..

updatiin' thursdayy andd etcc

hmm..
it hv bn quite awhile since i updated..
haahs..
although it's just awk or so..i think..
whahas..
aniwayy..
it's bcuz of my damn modem..
so i gt to use my dad's laptop..
so troublesome..
i mean it..
feel lky throwiin it on e grd..thn ahbish~
whahas..
aniwayy..
i'm here to update on my liife..
so here i go..
today liife iin sch was as usuallyy..
lotts of laughterr..
fooliin ardd..
tokiin..
bullyiin each otherr
ahhas..e usuallyy'
evenn thoughh fangg andd jaime wasnt in schh..
jaime had a sprinkk in her ankle..
-_-" whiile msgiin andd nt lookiin infront..nt botheriin abt anii objectts infrontt of herr..
"mustt bee"hahas
forr fangg..heardd tat her bro was siick..so she's gt to takk care of herr little bro of herrs'
jiia youu le..ahahs'
iit was kiind of fun todayy..
playedd wiif e walkiie tokiie..
ahahs..
saw lisa andd saranya hviin fun..li haii~
ahahas..
andd laterr i obviiouslyy joiinedd iin e fun..
lisa stayedd put on e 2nd level whiile
saranya andd myyself..went dwn..
we walkedd to a grdd of grass..
nearr e pondd..
i startedd to dream..
justt thn..saw a snaiil shell..
e 1st thiin tat gt to myy miind was to..
"bullyy saranya.." whahas
she frenkk out andd ran..
ahahs..
i chasedd after herr..
andd throww e shell overr to herr..
as expectedd she ran off..zoomm!
she's fastt mann..
justt lkyy a rockett..
hey gerr dun show off urr "leggs" to miie!i noe u are tall..haahs*bleahhz
hahas..
ran..jumpp..
thn stpedd...lookk ardd..laughedd'
hahas..focuse ourr attentiion to a grp of guys frm e 2nd level..
as thy werr lkyy stariin over at us..andd calliin overr...
i justt staree overr andd walkk off..hahas'
andd shiit!i thinkk theyy saww us runniin lkyy a grpp of crazyy idiots..
hu cares..ahahs
andd we continuedd playiin..
hearr tat afew studentsds..came to ourr "pathetiic" schh to playy basketball..
lookedd overr..diidnt saw nor notice anii handsome guyss so immediiately turn overr andd ignorr e grpp of guys..whaahs'
as therr's no "handsome guyy de" nt evenn a normal lookiin..whahas
oOps..nearlyy forgottenn hahas..
hearrdd frm crystal diid e same thiin..lkyy wadd ii andd myy friienz did..
ahahs..no handsum guy so justt ignorr..whaas'
andd she toldd miie yokelengg was therr too..
stupiid ah ma..didntt infor mie..
haahs..andd hearrdd frm yokelengg
throughh msn tat joycelyn was therr toO..
aniwayy..mrr chamm cham lett us off earliierr..ahahs
luv hiim so muchh mann...
suchh a cute oldd mann..althoughh he's verr verr verr stubbornn..ahahs
but to miie i thinkk tat atleastt he's nt a teacherr hu caress abtt status..
lkyy mr judiie..she pretendds she dun care at all..
but teacherr ur actin is damn lousyy..
so justt admmit iit..
oh myy godd..i justt hearr somethiin..ahahs
i hearr claudiia sayiin she luv pepperr..ahahs'
digustiin siisterr andd suchh a jokerr' hahahs

tiis few dayys whiich i diidnt updatedd are riightt below..

wednesdayy20thjuly'05
feltt upsett and uneasyy..
as i gt to feel e paiin of partiin wiif myy hamsterrs'
tiis iis y i dun wann to raree hamsterrs' aniimorr..
wantedd to kp iit..but mayb nt..
dun wanna hv tiis kiindd of feeliin aniimorr..
iit's too hardd on miie mann..
i hate tiis feeliin..
i despiise tiis "feeliin"
feeliin hurtt..
maybb tat's y i dun wana b in anii rrelatioonshiipp..
aniwayy, nobodii wldd wann some wann lkyy miie..
okayye i gt a confasioon to makk..
i thoughtt "fullmetal alchemist was a kiidds show..
but i guess i was wrongg..
it's a touchiin show..andd interestiin show..
feel lkyy cryin on certaiin partss..
i may soundd lkyy as thoughh i'm braddiin but i'm nt..
checkk iit out urself..
u may say i'm emotiion..
but so wadd iif i am..
u gt a problem wiif tat?
iif i'm calledd emotionn thn tat makks yeuu heartless!..ahahs

otherr dayys..
to b continuedd..
ahahs..to lazyy to wriite onn...
hehehs..

finally lesson is overr..

wohoa..
so happyy..
iit's gona b friidayy tml..
arghh...hahas'

todayy..
as usuallyy myy dad drove miie to schh..
tiis morniin..
i was rushiin..drawiin(in myy dad's car), durin e lastt miin..
heehe..
lastt nite...askk isabel for hlpp..but whn i saw herr drawiin tiis morniing..
i ratherr drww myyself..
herrs is so darn plaiin..
i thoughtt of afew ideas..
andd dun now whiich shldd i choosee..
aniwayy..i toldd e teacherr i wldd pass iit up tml..
insteadd of todayy..

lisa wldd b dischargedd todayy..
andd fangg diidnt turnn up forr lesson agaiin..
seem lkyy she's still aint well enough to cum to schh..

so ther's onlii saranya, jaime andd myyself todayy..
we spendd mostt of ourr tiime playiin, fooliin ardd..
andd aliitle tiime studyiin..
i realliie nd to quiit tokiin duriin lesson andd payy attentiion...

lessons afterr breakk was verr relaxiin..
teacherr was lkyy eiitherr out of e class or doiin hiis stuff..
lkyy we werr transparentt..haahs'
lett miie makk tiis clearr..we diidnt makk hiim angryy..
justt tat..i thinkk he was busyy'

so duriin 1 to 4 ...we werr justt tokiin..playiin..blah blah'
hahas..
saw jaiime andd ernestt playiin ardd..hahahs
andd hock yangg seems siick..haviin a flu ba..
andd tiis zii jiian..damn funnii mann..hahas..
singiin hiis "songg"..funnyy mann' out of tune de..hahas
andd alwayys giviin tiis funny yett gongg face expression..wahahs'
see larr..iin e endd he dropp hiis hp..
but gdd thiin hiis hp was alriite..

todayy..
everybodyy iin ourr class wass lkyy crazyy or insane..hahas
laughterr..
smiiles..
tearrs of joyy..

tiime to go off..
everybodyy rushh outt of e door..
lkyy iit was e endd of e world..hahas
jaime,saranya andd myself walkedd to e hall..
wavedd to e chiicken store auntiie "bye!"
suddenlyy..myy left eye startedd gettin blur..
holdd on to saranya..ahhas
lkyy a panda..heehe'
thy thn accompaniied miie to e toliiet..
checkedd myy eye..etc etc'
afterr tat..jaiime wentt straightt to e fiield..
for archeryy..
whiile saranya andd miie walkedd..
i deciided to walkkedd.."alone"
aniwayy..no biggyy'
walkedd walkedd..thoughtt of alott of stuff..
flashh backk to e pastt..
nearlyy triip..as iit was muddyy

whiile i was walkiin iin to mayspriin..
i gave claudiia a call..andd so justt niice..
she was on 700 buss..saw herr weariin a tightt fiit liight green shirt..she was meetiin isabel at bugiis..
nearr "nafa arts" wherr isabel iis studyiin'

cookk myyself afew nuddges..otherrs'
andd at e same tiime, surfiin throughh e net
chattiin in msn..
readiin a comiic bkk..
*decided to revise my studiies on every saturdayy'

tiis are afew piicture tat was takenn on sundayy..













































i look so fat here...argghh..'
hahas

wednesday..includin monday till wednesday update'

i has bn quite awhile since i actually updated my blog..
hahas..
busy wif my own stuff and doin my own stuff..
hmm..
i'll try to recalled wad i did tis few days..
for tis monday..
hahas..
i totally forgotten abt it..
i onli remember tat i went over to fang's place..
borrow her "rented" comics..
stayed over at her hse till very late..
dad drove me hm..
saw 3 of my ite classmate..
blah blah blah'
tuesday..

went to chinhui's hse..

motive..to pass her e comics..

and to get money..stayed over at her place till 7plus..

and chinhui seem pretty sad as her elder sis wldnt let her buy ps2..

long story..

wednesday..
right after sch..
abt 12plus..
walked ard north point..
waitin for time to pass..
(as we skipped pe lesson..which saranya didnt wan her mom to noe..)
so thought of goin over to fang's place..
and at e same time..i cld return her rented comics..
oOps..oh ya..she didnt attend sch today..
she's havin a headache..
while lisa is admitted to a hospital..
yesterday nite..
heard frm saranya tis mornin..
tat it's e cause of food poisonin..
so once it's reachin 1plus..
she called up her mom..
askin if she's able to visit lisa, agree to it..
said goodbye to fang..
and walk straight to e mrt..
takin 6 to 7 stops..
and reach novena station..
met lisa..she looks different
but glard she's alrite..
we tok..laughed..lots'
and wow..
her guy ramond came over..haahs
and i kind of always whispered.."burger"
hahas.."lisa wans burger"..hahas
as ...long story' =p
guess wad..
we came nt long ago..and e announment said..
visitin hrs are finish abt 15mins..-_-"
ass~
but me and saranya pretend nt to understand..ahhas
left e place abt 3plus..
accompany saranya to novena plaza..
she ate kfc..while i read my comics..
tat fang return just now..
bought it yesterday..
"gay comics" ...mor interested in a luv story "romances"! rules!!
came ard 5plus..
arghh..
so mani stp man..
14 mrt stps..
5 lrt stps..
arghh..
hahas..
kkayes..beta stp here..
seems lky i'm writin a essay..whoa'
byee..

myy sundayy..crazyy overr cameraa'

arghh...
i giive up..
myy miisc cornerr whiich i put all myy piictures..
are all iin a mess...ahh
cant b botheredd le..
e piicture cant b seen clearlyy as e piics werr too biigg..
arghh..goiin crazyy soon mann..
hahas..
aniwayy..
atleastt i hadd a greatt tiime todayy..
lett miie startt wriitin andd statiin dwn myy dayy..
1stly..riightt afterr attendiin churchh, wentt to myy mom's offiice..
wow..ate noodless..hehe' myy mom cookedd'
oOps..forgottenn abt myy dad..whahas'
he joiinedd in..tokk tokk tokk..
afterr tat..
daddyy drove us(claudiia andd miie)to e closestt johnliitle..orr was iit robiinsome?
aniiwayy..boughtt quiite alott of stuff wiif e $100 voucherr..
whahas..boughtt myy favouriite VS shampoo..althoughh i wantedd was silkyy pro'
spendd overr 120plus..
iit was still rainiin heavilyy..wow'
drove throughh hiigherr bukiit timahh..andd it stppedd rainiin..
triied calliin sophiia..
askiin herr forr myy stuff..wadd elsee, but vcds'
hahas..
gave herr a call..myy dad drove iin'
he waiit in e car parkk whiile claudiia andd myself wentt in..
hmm..forgotten hw to go overr..wahas'
as iit was a longg tiime siince i went overr to her place..
she passedd miie myy stuff andd claudiia wentt iin to exploree..
tokkk tookk tokk..andd deciidedd to pull sophiia overr to myy placee..
whahahs..
she was forcedd to..as iif'hahas
she quiicklyy tookk a bathee..
leftt her place..andd overr to miine..
showedd herr myy hamsterrs'
andd abtt one of e babbiies was iin iit's mom's stomachh'
arghh..damn angryy'
sickkeriin mann..eattiin iit's own kiind..
uhh..makk miie wanna pukee..ehh'
tokk..watchh tv..etc etc
ohh ya..hahas..wentt overr to her place..andd i gaiin alott..hahs
justt jokiin..gett some hamsterrs stuff whiich she diidnt wan aniimorr..
thanks worr sophiia..hahas'
wentt to plaza wiif sophi iinsearchh forr herr vcds..
no stockk or somethiin lkyy tat..
went backk..wow' iit was reallie hardd to dragg sophia out frm myy hse mann..
as she was afraiid of ppl seeiin herr eye..
as therr was a lumpp..orr iis it calledd a awollen..
aniwayy, iit wasnt tat badd.."seriious"
came backk..
saw claudiia andd herr friiend..junia huh'
dunno hw u spell iit larr..fun' hahas
andd therr e commotiion startedd..
crazyy overr e cameraa..
takin lotts of photo..
andd etc etc etc..
tokiin abtt tiis andd tat'
ahhas..
myy dad drove thm hm..
1st destinatiion was junina's hse..over at jurongg..
i call iit e blaka valleyy..hahas
as thyy werr realliie lots of otherr countryy indiian wrkerrs'
walkedd herr up..andd returnn backk dwn..
guess wadd..-_-" claudiia and sophiia shoutedd "BLAKA"
ohh myy godd..andd theyy hurry rann to e carr andd laughedd..
i quiicklyy toldd myy dad to drove off..iif nt thy wld attackk us mann..hahas
tokk tok tok..
sendd sophiia to her place..andd tat's all..
ate myy diinnerr..andd nw here ii am..wriitin myy blogg..
iit was ardd 9 plus whenn myy dad drove thm hm..ahhas

i thoughtt i was mature enuff..but i guess i aint..

thinkiin tat i was mature enoughh..
but i guess..i'm nt'
orr maybb i shld sayy..
i thoughtt tat seein those kiind of stuff wldnt b tat disgust..
but honestt..
i feel verr disgusttedd..
seriiouslyy..
afterr i saww those videoo..
i feltt..
wadd shldd i call tat..
iit's almostt similarr to scaree..
but iit aiint..no wayy to express iit..
it hadd bn afew weeks since i hadd watchh tat videoo..
i accidently saw iit..foundiin it at e receivedd fiiles cornerr..
it was showedd as a viideo icon..
beiin curiious i tookk alook..
*deletedd off..*
if i cldd rememberr iit was calledd wadd auntiie andd cousiin'
soundedd puree andd nothiin huhh..
but iit wasnt so..
iit was filledd wif stuff whiich i thinkk guyys wld feel normal..
or feeliin despo..(desperate)
lookiin at a nake women was nthiin to us, gerrs'
but whiile e camera turnn to a half nake guyy..
whiile his ziip unzip..andd hiis waddeverr...hmhm'
i startedd feeliin ehh!
but seriouslyy i thoughtt it was a fake..
as it seems to big to b real..
i foundd out tat it was real..whn fangg told miie'
i startedd frenkiin out..
andd hadd a diiference thinkiin alrdyy..
ppl hu see tiis..e stuff i am writin nw..
mayy thinkk iit's no biggy..
no bog deal..
u are wrongg..as u hv nv seen iit beforr..
haiiz!haviin myy miind pollutedd iin suchh a young age..
hahas..
aniwayy..i wrote abt tiis riightt afterr tokiin to sophiia..(on e phonee)
tokk abt waddeverr..
andd abt lotts of stuff.."pls..dun thiinkk diirtyy"
heardd tat sophiia hadd a swollen eyes..
andd hadntt attendd schh forr 3 dayys nw..
chatted chatted..
heardd a frenkiin scareyy soundd.."a laughterr"
as normal reaction..ppl wld straightt awayy look over to wherr e noisyy came frm..
iit came frmm my computerr..
riightt afterr i tak alook over.e soundd stoppedd..
i thoughtt i was thinkiin too muchh BUT evenn sophiia hearrd tat..
...blah blah blah'
chatted wiif afew friends' (msn)
gave miie a websiite..
no "a" but quiite afew!
http://www.storewars.org/flash/index.html
andd anotherr iis..
http://www.badgerbadgerbadger.com/
took a lookk..
therr was egg..?!weiird huh..
e secondd wann..iis therr aiint anii endiin'
lame..
tiis is quiite touchiin'
http://cartoon.0451.net/flash/ShowFlash.asp?Id=6772
ver touchiin' althoughh it's quite common..but ppl oftenn makk tiis miistakks' (above)
andd tiis
http://card3.silversand.net/diy/image/090666.swf
forr tiis..iit's verr siickeriin lame..andd shockedd miie mann.. (below)
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/sabotage/optical_sabotage.asp
...
whn i was kiind of afriiadd..
triied fiindiin someone to tokk to..
he told miie to claiim dwn..
tryiin to change e topiic to lett miie forgott..although i noe tat..
but slowly...i tense to forgt..
thks yeu so muchh jackk'

myy true feeliin' e real miie..insearchh forr miie..

arghh..
i'm so happy..
i finally gona joiin archeryy..
atlastt..
as i thoughtt through alotts of stuff todayy..
lkyy wadd i wan..wadd i nd..
andd nt alwayys doiin somthiin forr someone else..
i wanna b myself and do iit forr myself for a change..
so i hv decided to joiin archeryy!
ya ya ya..
so happy..
andd i foundd someone to joiin iit wiif miie..
she's crystall..
luv her so muchh..
hahas..
i'm alwayys nt able to joiin as i wantedd to spendd
sometiimes wiif myy sec schh friiends'
afriiad to lostt thm..
afriiad of losttin tiis friiendshiip..
afriiad of everythiin..
but i thoughtt throughh.
andd heyy man..
thy wldntt b lkyy tiis..
iif thy diid..thy wlddnt b myy close friiends'
riite ya..haahs'
wadd was ii thinkkiin..
aahahs..
felt muchh morr "miie"
dayy by dayy..i'm searchiin forr tat "me"..
alwayys takiin alook out..
andd little byy liittle..i comsume some..=)
...
i dun wanna b tiis miie..
a ger hu's alwayys hviin stress..
beiin sacartiic..
alwayys feeliin hot andd worriies iinside..
pretendiin to b alriite..
or even nt worryiin abt aniithiin..
nt botheriin abt aniithinn..
pretendiin nt to noe..
nt cariin abt myy surrounddiin..
ignoriin e happiiness..
lettiin iit flyy awayy..
lostiin iit..
...
p/s..justt luvv e musiic..
iit hlps to calm miie dwn..
whn i'm angryy or fustratedd overr somethiin'
andd even whn i'm tiiredd or sleepyy..
iit awakees miie..filliin miie wiif energyy makiin miie feel enerytiic'

i wan back myself..

i wanna hv myself back..
e ger hu dun bother abt anithin bad..
and hu onli cares abt stuff which are happy, excitin and fun!
andd nt tat gerr hu dun botherrs abt aniithiin or hu's so moodyy..
I WANNA BE MUSELF BACK..
wherr diid iit went..

siickk or ...

feeliin verr verr tiiredd..
andd ii meann iit..
eyes' are turniin verr redd..
notiice tat whn i woree myy contact lense tiis morniin..
lookiin at e vains in myy eye..
wow..
am ii tat tiredd..
i almostt fall aslp on myy wayy to andd frm schh..
see..
iit shows hw muchh sleepyy ii am..
hahas..
althoughh, ii am'
but i cant put myyself to slp..
still awake until nw..
weiird huh..
all i did todayy was spentt my tiime..
watchiin tv..
playiin games..playstatiion'
hlp myy dad movee sum stuff iin of e hse..
whiich i thiink he sayy belonggs to uncle albertt..
shortt shortt de..
hahas..
he broughtt alot a guyy..indiian guyy..
wahahs..foundd a ownerr forr myy hamsterrs'
he's gona takk 2 of thm..a paiir'
andd tat means all are reservedd forr..
ones forr crystal..
andd a paiir iis forr stephh..
andd anotherr paiir iis forr none otherr thn myy dad's friiend..
so all iis gone..
none leftt..
ahahs
oh yaa..riightt afterr schh..
whiich iit was ardd 11.30
-_-" iit was supposedd to b 11 off..
but e teacherr lett us off at 11.30...
...
RETURN ME BACK MY HALF AN HOUR!
arghh..hahas..
ok..aniiwayy
whn lesson was almost overr..
fangg andd myself hlpedd quiite alott of ppl to do e waddeverr iis tat calledd..
e wiire thiingyy,,
hahas..
whiichh iinfactt fangg and myself diid prettyy well..
we did iit finishh..
no miistakes..
teacherrs was impressiive..
whaahs..
we helpedd quiite afew..
andd alott..
wahhas..
fangg was late but wasnt name late as she diidnt noe e tiime..
*shh..i hlp herr by spokiin to e teacherr de hor..hahhas...
tiis iis call damn thiick skiin..*
decided wadd ii wanna buyy..
-rebondiin shampoo..
-dvd player/ dvd recorder
-comics
-nail polishh
-blah blah blah' neverr endiin'
arghh..
i'm growiin pimples..
on myy forheadd..
tat meanss myy av iis cumin..
shiit..hahas..
*prayin_dun cum..dun cum'*
afterr schh..
wentt to northh poiint wiif fangg includiin xiiao yii..
whiich fangg pulledd miie along..-_-"
asshole..she's doiin it on purpose..
as hahs..she herself oso dunno hw to tokk to xiiao yi.
walkk ard wiif herr..
hlpiin her to lookk forr her stuff lkyy a bk abtt hotel's serviice job andd abt hw wld u do..
tat iis e bestt..andd so on..(in popularr)
miie andd fangg wentt overr to e games cornerr..
lookiin forr games to buyy..
i almostt boughtt a game..but thks godd i didnt'
as i thinkk it nds a crediit to playy..
siimple wayy to explaiin..hv to payy moneyy everyytiime u playy..
and xiiao yii..saiid tat herr hu everr.., ii thinkk it's her uncle
she sayy tat he was selliin tiis kiind of stuff in japann?cant rememberr'
aniiwayy.she was lky alwayys tokiin andd cuttiin into myy conversiion wiif fangg..
ii diidnt reallyy miind..
but i MIND whn she touchh myy butt!!!
andd she touchh fangg's waiist'
iis she s pervertt or somethiin..
tat's verr diisgusttiin..
as we aiint close to each otherr..
and she justt cum touchiin ppl's WAIST and MY BUTT
and whn i turnn overr andd lookk at herr..
she smiledd andd as iif iit was normal..-_-"
andd i askedd herr, "wadd?" andd she justt commenttedd tat myy butt was freshhy..andd gt wadd "tan xin"
ohh godd..dun lett miie puke..
she touch miie whn we werr takiin e escalater up..
forr fangg iit was duriin lesson..
i didnt notice iit as i was busyy hlpiin otherrs wiif theiir wiires andd fixiin iit forr thm..
but fangg toldd miie she put her both handd son her waiist..touchiin'
ehh!iit giives miie e creeps mann..
i dun realliie miind to hv a lesbian friiend but pls...KEEP UR HANDS OF ME!and kp thm to ursself..
after she took a train hm..whiile fangg and myself cant stand it no longer..
hahas..and went over to e food court near e comiics shop..
ate cai fen..miix food..tokk..andd etc'
wentt overr to e comics shop..
andd we spendd a vewrr longg tiime iin therr..
hahas..nt supriisedd..
i wakedd everywherr..due to boriingness..
as fangg wasa searchiin forr comiics to rent..
whiile i look forr comiics to buyy..
saw a small posterr..sayiin thy are tryiin to sell 2nd handed comiics tat iis onlii a bk storyy..
so ii decided to tak a look..
saw m18..whichh i'm usedd to iit..
but i readd a small tinyy wrd on e rite top..sayiin in chinese..
wadd guy wiif guy..XXX
feeliin confused..i decide to tak alook..
justt sayy 2 personn hviin sexual intercourse..
nthiin special..
but..y does e otherr partyy looks lky a breastless frenk..
i was ver confused..and fangg scream andd shouted myy name..
askedd herr..she sayy iit was normal as it was a gayy bk..-_-"
GAY bk..ohh
WAD?!didnt noe therr werr suchh thiin..
we explore tat gayy cornerr.
omg..andd fangg andd i wonderr iif therr werr lesbiian bks..
as we werr verr curiious wadd iit wd look lky..
but haha..too badd' our curiously stopped as ther werent suchh thiin..
wentt straightt hm..
was supposedd to go swimmin wiif meiifangg, chiinhui and aniie..
but as annie gt visiteddby her auntiie(av) andd meiifangg's legg was iin paiin..
so we(chinhui and miie)cancelledd tiis meetiin arghh'
iif onlii thy told miie earliier..iif thy diid i cld actuallyy went to archery to tak alook and give it a shott..
haiiz..no fate ba..hahas
hp low batt..justt afterr i msgg chiinhui andd meifangg'
wentt straightt hm..
boredd..

tat's all..

myy dayy...thursdayy' shldd i sayy unluckyy orr wadd

todayy..

iit's a thursdayy..

hate todayy's tiimetable..

arghh..!!!

haahs..

but thiings turn out fiinedd..

as we werr supposedd to endd schh at 4...

but as e teacherrs' hadd a meettiin..

hahas..

so thy lett us off..

cancelliin e lessonn..

so darn surpriisedd..

came hm..wiif anniie'

wentt ourr seperates wayys at cck mrrt

andd guess wad..e guyy siidin behiind annie was actuallyy secretlyy hearriin..

ourr conversiion..foundd out'

he keptt on lookiin at miie..suchh a irrattiin guyy

lookedd at anniie andd gave herr e siignal..laughedd'

but heyy..miindd ur own business mann..

he's so irrattiin..

justt lkyy tat guyy whom approachh miie beforr..

i thiinkk iit was lastt friidayy..

tryiin to tokk to miie..

alwayys smiliin..

dun daree to cum overr..

thn hiis friiends pushh hiim overr..

he triied tokiin to miie..

but beforr he cldd sayy aniithiin..

i justt smiiledd to hiim..

andd walkk off..

hahas..

as myy traiin was here..hahas

*tokiin in myy heartt.."thks godd"*

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fangg diidnt feltedd well..

so she diidnt attendd schh..

andd shhiit..

i forgott tat therr was a assemblyy todayy..

so i was consiiderr late..

but hu caress..

latee thn late..lett iit b..

cantt b botherredd'

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hadd madee quiite alott of noiisyy todayy..

hahas..

all jaiimee's fault..hahas

jokiin' she made miie laughedd all e wayy

all thks to fangg's msgg i was so embrass tat myy hp riingg..

hahas..

aniiwayy..lett miie tryy recalliin wadd happen todayy duriin schh tiimes..

tokk alott..

laughedd alott..

playedd alott..

fooledd ardd alott..

hahas..

ofcoursee, therr was studyiin'

i'm afriiad i cant catchh up..

realiie hope i cann do it..

*prayiin'*

duriin brk time..i totally dun understandd wadd's so funnyy abt wadd xiiao yi was tryiin to sayy

e otherr chiina gerr..she was therr laughiin andd tellin miie stuff..

whiichh i am clueless wadd's so funnyy andd wadd's she tryiin to sayy..........

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oh ya..saranya andd i jokedd tat iis jiianwei and fangg secretlyy datiin..

hahas..

as bothh of thm are absentt frm schh worr..

ahahs..mayb or mayb nt'

hadd tat theoryy..mr cham's...

usiin e GPS walkiin ardd..

etc etc..so damn hot..

hot hot hot..

andd endd of storyy..

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shldd ii call iit unluckyy dayy orr wadd..

whiile walkiin towardds e class afterr acomplishh e jobb

we werr supposedd to do..

shasha andd zaleka..toldd miie tat therr's a small hole besiide myy skiirt's ziip

i triied to takk a lookk..

-_-" but haha..iit's was lkyy so hardd to lookk backk..

so ii justt askk thm iif iit was obviious..

thyy statedd tat iit wasnt..

so i justt triied ignoriin lor..

but i tryy confiirmiin woof saranya, lisa and jaime again..

and iif it wasnt obviously..thn i dun care..

hehehe..

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change myy miindd abtt shasha and zaleka..

mayyb thy are verr so calledd "naughyy"

but thy are quiite gd...

as thy werr kiind enoughh andd even botherr to tell miie..

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hadd a msgg frm chiinhui..

inforrmiin she was goiin to chinatown..

ii guess to buyy PS2 ba..

she's been tokiin abt tat siince tuesdayy le..

hahas..

andd she askedd iif she cld put iit at myy place forr adayy..

i guess..she afraiid tat herr sisterr foundd out ba..

mustt be..ahhas..

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ohh ya..

ii'm eiitherr verr badd temperr or waddevrr..

but i'm verr piiss off tat whn saranya, lisa and myself was walkiin..

e ppl behiind was lkyy commenttiin tat we werr walkiin verr slow..

andd iit was ernestt andd hiis groupp of friiends'...

hello..iif u arentt happyy wiif ourr movementt or speed thn too badd..

unhappyy..thn out walkk us larr..

so justt shut upp at keep ur commentss to urself..

iif u r tryiin to makk a joke out of iit..

iit aiint wrkiin..

andd iit aiint funnyy at all..

do u see us laughiin..

althoughh thy dun miindd..

but i do..

actuallyy ii wasnt actually botheredd abt tis..

until i realiise thy werr kiind of a SNORB!

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- m i c h r a c h -

ii am who ii am..

tiis iis myy attiitude..

iif u hv anii commentts orr yeuu are unhappyy wiif iit..

thn too badd..

justt shutt yourr mouthh up andd fuckk off..

ii aiint gona changge myy attitudde becozz of yeuu..

but ii will ONLY changee forr onlii miie andd onlii myselff!

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human bein arentt perfectt..

everyone makes mistakes..

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