i thoughtt i was mature enuff..but i guess i aint..

thinkiin tat i was mature enoughh..
but i guess..i'm nt'
orr maybb i shld sayy..
i thoughtt tat seein those kiind of stuff wldnt b tat disgust..
but honestt..
i feel verr disgusttedd..
seriiouslyy..
afterr i saww those videoo..
i feltt..
wadd shldd i call tat..
iit's almostt similarr to scaree..
but iit aiint..no wayy to express iit..
it hadd bn afew weeks since i hadd watchh tat videoo..
i accidently saw iit..foundiin it at e receivedd fiiles cornerr..
it was showedd as a viideo icon..
beiin curiious i tookk alook..
*deletedd off..*
if i cldd rememberr iit was calledd wadd auntiie andd cousiin'
soundedd puree andd nothiin huhh..
but iit wasnt so..
iit was filledd wif stuff whiich i thinkk guyys wld feel normal..
or feeliin despo..(desperate)
lookiin at a nake women was nthiin to us, gerrs'
but whiile e camera turnn to a half nake guyy..
whiile his ziip unzip..andd hiis waddeverr...hmhm'
i startedd feeliin ehh!
but seriouslyy i thoughtt it was a fake..
as it seems to big to b real..
i foundd out tat it was real..whn fangg told miie'
i startedd frenkiin out..
andd hadd a diiference thinkiin alrdyy..
ppl hu see tiis..e stuff i am writin nw..
mayy thinkk iit's no biggy..
no bog deal..
u are wrongg..as u hv nv seen iit beforr..
haiiz!haviin myy miind pollutedd iin suchh a young age..
hahas..
aniwayy..i wrote abt tiis riightt afterr tokiin to sophiia..(on e phonee)
tokk abt waddeverr..
andd abt lotts of stuff.."pls..dun thiinkk diirtyy"
heardd tat sophiia hadd a swollen eyes..
andd hadntt attendd schh forr 3 dayys nw..
chatted chatted..
heardd a frenkiin scareyy soundd.."a laughterr"
as normal reaction..ppl wld straightt awayy look over to wherr e noisyy came frm..
iit came frmm my computerr..
riightt afterr i tak alook over.e soundd stoppedd..
i thoughtt i was thinkiin too muchh BUT evenn sophiia hearrd tat..
...blah blah blah'
chatted wiif afew friends' (msn)
gave miie a websiite..
no "a" but quiite afew!
http://www.storewars.org/flash/index.html
andd anotherr iis..
http://www.badgerbadgerbadger.com/
took a lookk..
therr was egg..?!weiird huh..
e secondd wann..iis therr aiint anii endiin'
lame..
tiis is quiite touchiin'
http://cartoon.0451.net/flash/ShowFlash.asp?Id=6772
ver touchiin' althoughh it's quite common..but ppl oftenn makk tiis miistakks' (above)
andd tiis
http://card3.silversand.net/diy/image/090666.swf
forr tiis..iit's verr siickeriin lame..andd shockedd miie mann.. (below)
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/sabotage/optical_sabotage.asp
...
whn i was kiind of afriiadd..
triied fiindiin someone to tokk to..
he told miie to claiim dwn..
tryiin to change e topiic to lett miie forgott..although i noe tat..
but slowly...i tense to forgt..
thks yeu so muchh jackk'